I cant figure out whats missing in my life or me.....
My mood swings have taken a toll on me....
I dnt knw y I feel low all of a sudden..y dissapointment seeps in real fast....
Nothing seems to be helping...moments of joy seem 2 run by quick.... n d feeling of cumin bk 2 my reality sets d depression back....
May be its Rahul... bt I knw deep down that its nt gonna work out and still sumwhr I m still waiting 4 him.... whenever im in a bad mood I can only think of him.... I dnt knw wt I want......
I just hate the feeling of feelin low so often.....
Ive lost who I was... Im different now...
I want to be happy internally....
I just need it badly.... its pushing me deep into a kind of a depression that onsets every now and then.....
Life is peaceful.... bt nt happy!
Uggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
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